ascoolas_you

Pink Hair

2006-01-19T05:46:10Z

I miss sunlight.

Everyone has Ludus Love.

2005-11-16T05:54:07Z

Like and Passion = Romantic love.
Like and commitment = companionate love.
Passion and commitment = fatuous love.

But all everyone wants is consummate love.
So find yourself a low ludus and be a high eros.
And have a lasting relationship you fucking idiot.

I'm going crazy.

2005-10-24T01:52:38Z

The End.

Orpheus.

2005-10-08T15:43:07Z

Hi, I do not live with Kelly Osbourne. Thanks New York.
Today = Oh My.
Fine Mexican for lunch. ;)

I never smile this much.

2005-09-22T05:48:44Z

The people in this insane place make me pee myself.
Long conversation about nothing is what I really needed.
Funny how a certain ring tone can make me smile
2 weeks bitches and midterm break...not for me.
Sex talks with total strangers and jess.
Some boys are shady.
One class tomorrow.
Village all day.
Test.
Study all night.
Lovely.
The question is nightquil or not nightquil..
hmmm
NIGHTQUIL!
Oh yeah the rumor is erika ricky and akd....kent....soon....vistation?
thats love right therree.
Now I will have some of jessicas moms homemade soup. yum.

Party Poopy

2005-09-09T03:05:35Z

Eww I suck. I do homework instead of enjoying the wonders of Kent State with my best friends. Eww I suck. I quit though I need to clear my head and run. And math hates me and never wants me to have a social life. Oh well four classes and I am gone. Long trip to Dayton alone, I hope I make it because I have no sense of direction. Isn't Orpheus the best ever. hah
P.S - I need sleep and to stop smelling shoes.

Wish me luck. =/

Music Phenomenon

2005-09-08T06:05:55Z

I love music.
I love kent.
I hate Trig.
I hate homework.
I like running.
I like sleep.
I need more showers.
I need more time
I need to get to dayton.
I need to go to the rec.
I don't need a tutor.
I don't need creepy people talking to me.
I need to say fuck then.
I need Erika and Ricky.
I need singing.
I don't have trig now I have algebra.
I don't have a microwave I have a microfridge.
What I really need is Dayton to pick up and move 3 hours in this direction damn it!
I wish I was sleeping.
I wish I read my english.
I eat salads here.
I eat fruit here.
I need to not let Mcsweeny change my mind ever.
I DO NOT SETTLE.
I WILL DEAL WITH IT.
I like to read the newspaper.
I was in the newspaper. =)

Home sweet home?

2005-09-03T16:30:07Z

Home. What a nice but odd feeling.
My weekend will consist of homework. walmart. village. fair.
Please help fill up the holes in between before I am gone again.
EEK I will see cows.?

ascoolas_you @ 2005-09-02T01:50:00

2005-09-02T05:51:21Z

Hi I don't know what I am doing.
I get to see my friends tomorrow.
That is all I know. =)

ascoolas_you @ 2005-08-30T00:46:00

2005-08-30T04:48:46Z

"If you have my children I'll be the happiest guy in the world!"

Oh yeah.

Worst day ever.

Missed a class plus lost all the time.

I hate school.

Goodbye Comfort.

2005-08-24T12:48:25Z

Hi it is 9 in the morning.
I am moving away in one hour.
Hello new experiences.

Optimistic

2005-08-22T05:49:21Z

Hi I like adventures and new things.
Take me somewhere fun please.

2 dollars well spent.

2005-08-19T07:17:17Z

So life is getting on track again.
A little bit of a bad luck.
HotDogsThrowupPeeHotsauceBrokeGas+muchmore.
I work saturday.
I love swing dancing.
New hobby.
And I am glad i have such amazing friends.
I love them so much.
Now awake so relaxing yoga phone calls and reading.
Stay.

I AM BROKE. and it's no joke.

2005-08-17T05:39:27Z

I'm breaking down. I am flat broke. I need money. Tomorrow I am making a phone call so I can work this weekend. I am caving. 25 to my name. I can't drive because gas is amazing. The feeling in the air has definitely came to a sudden change. Hot days, Cold nights, One week tomorrow.

Out of reach.

2005-08-16T05:31:42Z

This feeling I have deep down in my stomach is making me nervous for once. The one thing I want and need I can't even make eye contact with. I'm tired of the phone I want a real conversation. Selfishness I know. 3 weeks I pray.

Do you smell dead corpse?

2005-08-13T15:40:50Z

We are complete idiots and I love it.
I am going to miss nights like that and Erika and Ricky a lot.
But I will get to spray air-freshner if its the last thing I do.
BLAH a week and over a half. cheesy.

ascoolas_you @ 2005-08-08T04:56:00

2005-08-08T08:59:05Z

I felt like total crap earlier. Sitting in a crowded room full of strangers for hours made me completely sick. I consumed 8 cups of coffee which adds to why I was ill at night. My throat and "women parts hurt" hurt. What is amazing is how when you take nightquil you pass out for hours and wake up and feel 100%. What would I do without it. Kids are annoying and I learned that with nancy today. I was a little sad about things earlier so I took a drive and let some emotions out. I start thinking way to much sometimes. But reassuringmessages make everything a little brighter. Tomorrow I shall go to the bike trail and that is what I really need. It is 4 in the morning and I am eating cookies and milk because I can't sleep. I am so amazingly awake right now. I also really have no money because of phone bills. =/ BLAH.

Hey You're Hott too!

2005-08-07T15:36:59Z

So Le Tigre was amazing. Or should I say "Le Tiger" - Stupid kids.
Lots of dancing and looking hot. What a good way to get my mind off being alone. God I can't wait for the canfield fair that is so far away and that isn't a guarantee either. 4 hours is a long drive. But it will be worth it. What if he finds something better while he is down there? I mean I guess that would make sense. There was no set plans. I leave in two/half weeks. I am terrified. I hope everything doesn't get old.

College sucks.

2005-08-06T08:06:05Z

So its 4 in the morning.
Charlie just left and is leaving for Dayton in 3 hours.
This sucks.
I was getting used to it being nice like this. =/
Damn I am more bummed then I thought I would be.
Where was he all summer.?

ascoolas_you @ 2005-07-31T12:43:00

2005-07-31T16:36:10Z

I want to go bike riding.
It will happen tomorrow.
I want something else too.

ascoolas_you @ 2005-07-27T23:42:00

2005-07-28T03:33:49Z

If only I knew what I am doing sometimes.
I may be the most lustful person ever.
Everyday something new.

ascoolas_you @ 2005-07-24T02:28:00

2005-07-24T06:37:11Z

I can only wonder how much coffee is too much?
Not only does coffee not let me sleep it makes me creative.
I have no clue what I have been doing for the past hour.
Waiting for Jess and Ricky to get home I suppose.
Then more coffee.
?
It's like 2:30 where are they?
I wonder if they will call.
I don't want to lay down because I will start thinking.
I shouldn't drink so much coffee.
Most sentences start with I.
Well conversations are interesting lately.
It is weird how someone you knew like a year ago could be your friend now.
They are exactly the same as before.
I learned a lot about friends today.
We chatted for hours.
Probably too much about them.
No game. No moves. Not boyfriend material. Never girlfriend. Fucking like rabbits.
But I suppose I'm not the lucky one.
Boys are dumb.
Poor kid his friends are scared.
Idiots.
I would have to say that was the best conversation I have every had with him.
Too bad we didn't stay friends.
Why does my dogs ass smell so bad.
And why does he lay in my room?
My dog gets more disgusting everyday.
Sick.
So Candles are burning in my room like crazy.
I am going to puke.
Yes and a month from today will be move in day for kent.
I like my room and I am just realizing it now.
It is very me and I do not think nething could come close.
So " " called me today and I am not really into a lost cause like that.
I can not be friends with someone so selfish.
And now I am going to call sam to see how she is doing.
Because I miss her and I haven't talked to her lately.
Goodnight.?

ascoolas_you @ 2005-07-21T13:50:00

2005-07-21T17:47:46Z

I am sick of everyone trying to be someone else.
Fuck conformity.

I like people that are real.

When is college?

I miss sam.

and my camera.

I want to go to New York and Florida.

ascoolas_you @ 2005-07-20T01:41:00

2005-07-20T05:40:22Z

Gilmore Girls. Full House. Full house. Nap. Step by Step. Step by Step. Boy meets world. Boy meets world. Full House. Full House. Gilmore Girls. 7th Hevean. Everybody loves Raymond. Everybody loves Raymond. Friends. Friends. Shower. Sex in the City.
And that was my life today.
Having to stay home sucks.
The pluses were Jessi and her mom came to see me and I got a lovely 5 dollar coupon for icecream.
Nancy and Bre came too.
Erika and Barber came in her beautiful new whip.
Erika brought me a gift.
Then Charlie Scotty and Timothy came to make sure I was living.
200 movies and bubble wrap. I love those kids. They make me laugh.
And hung out with me since I couldn't go newhere.
Tomorrow hopefully will be different and I will fill better.
Even though my mouth hurts i know my friends love me.
That made me day.

Part Bone...Soft tissue.

2005-07-19T05:30:11Z

What the hell is going on anymore.?.?
In less than 7 hours I will be involved in letting some strange man rip my teeth out of my mouth.
Now thats something to look forward too.
Tomorrow I will have my first experience with surgery?
Fucked up. I hope.
Did I mention no Tegan and Sara
Yes i do believe so.
Have fun darling and I better hear some exciting news.
I haven't seen Erika and Ricky for months it seems.
But i love them and you all incase I never wake up.
Crazy the things that run threw your mind.
Erika I want you to have my car.
I should be asleep.
I have been seeing a lot of patrick and tim lately.
Whats up with that?
Night